Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Ughh! So stressed!


So as everyone knows because my mother has the HUGEST mouth, I'm going to Utah State university this up and coming January. I'm way excited but its just so much I have to put into it to actually GO! Financially its tough on me. All the scholarships I've applied for I won't know if I got them until the Fall! And I can't get grants because my parents apparently make too much. It's just soooo stressful because I want this bad. I feel like my life is nothing if I'm not in school and I'm definitely not waiting till the Fall to go back. So wish me luck or give me some advice! I've prayed to not be worried or stressed but I just can't help it! Idk it just seemed like it was so much easier for the other laurels who left to actually LEAVE then it is for me.

5 comments:

Nicole said...

that is SO wonderful, i am so happy for you! you are going to do fabulous there, maybe even land yourself a hot man! :) don't be worried, what is the worst that can happen... nothing! and if you don't like it, you just try something else. that's the coolest thing about the phase of life you are in right now... you don't have to worry about anyone but yourself, and if you don't like something... do something else :)

Anonymous said...

I'm so happy for you, I moved out to provo with $27. The week before I pawned every last piece of gold I had. You'll make it. Remember to Fast. The heavens will carry you the entire time.

Missy said...

Girl, it will all work out! Just do all you can do for yourself and Heavenly Father will provide! You know all this, I know, just re-iterating!! You will have a great time at school and we will all miss you!!

Anonymous said...

One idea is to do a 24 hour Fast with a specific need in mind, give a hearty fast offering and then go out and live knoikg the answer/help is right around the corner. Maybe go to the SLC temple to do baptisms after your fast. Strike up a convo with a temple matron, where youre from, how long youve been in the church, etc, ask if she knows of anyone that's willing to sponsor you, or simply ask for any advice she's able to offer. You will be carried. I promise you.

Mikki said...

That is awesome!! My dad went to the U for a while.
I'm praying for you. Hope everything works out, it always does, one way or another. :o)